[Now, were Aoba a more honest person, he might reply with something like:]
Ah... my hand? Well, I suppose you could call it a... 'reminder' of sorts? Yeah, it's a reminder of the person who gave it to me; the person that has enraptured and truly fascinated me; the person for whom I hope this wound lasts forever. Mm, for that person, I want to always, always, alwwaaaaaays bear this wound. I want it to rot, to grow infected, to rack my entire arm with pain to the point that I beg for death, just so I can never even consider forgetting that person.
Yes, that's right! This is the symbol of my 'contract' with that person! That person that I despise, and thus wish to understand! The person I want to observe, analyse, and subsume completely! That person that I want to see broken and kneeling at my feet, only then realising that I was the one who held power in our relationship, and beginning to weep!
Or... perhaps, it's that person that I want to break me? Ahh, the person who will destroy me and advance without even a second thought? That person who, to my glee, will never value me, and will discard me just as I will him, without remorse? Perhaps I even want that person to break me and show me how pathetic a person who casts off their humanity really is! All I know is that I am a person who loathes humanity in general!
Ne, ne! Doesn't it sound wonderful? This injury is something that binds me, someone who aims to become something that isn't human, to that person, someone who has not even the slightest trait of humanity, while being human! Ahh, Silver-san could never understand just how much it means to me! That's why Silver-san can just ask about it so casually, right~?
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Date: 2011-12-12 08:31 pm (UTC)Ah... my hand? Well, I suppose you could call it a... 'reminder' of sorts? Yeah, it's a reminder of the person who gave it to me; the person that has enraptured and truly fascinated me; the person for whom I hope this wound lasts forever. Mm, for that person, I want to always, always, alwwaaaaaays bear this wound. I want it to rot, to grow infected, to rack my entire arm with pain to the point that I beg for death, just so I can never even consider forgetting that person.
Yes, that's right! This is the symbol of my 'contract' with that person! That person that I despise, and thus wish to understand! The person I want to observe, analyse, and subsume completely! That person that I want to see broken and kneeling at my feet, only then realising that I was the one who held power in our relationship, and beginning to weep!
Or... perhaps, it's that person that I want to break me? Ahh, the person who will destroy me and advance without even a second thought? That person who, to my glee, will never value me, and will discard me just as I will him, without remorse? Perhaps I even want that person to break me and show me how pathetic a person who casts off their humanity really is! All I know is that I am a person who loathes humanity in general!
Ne, ne! Doesn't it sound wonderful? This injury is something that binds me, someone who aims to become something that isn't human, to that person, someone who has not even the slightest trait of humanity, while being human! Ahh, Silver-san could never understand just how much it means to me! That's why Silver-san can just ask about it so casually, right~?